I'm not sure I can continue with the RP. It's not that I'm not happy with it or anything or anyone. I really love this world and our characters and I love you all as partners in this story.
I'm going to be blunt, my health isn't great. Like, physically, I'm not doing well. I'm dealing with constant pain and that leads to fatigue physically and emotionally and every time I think about posting, I just can't contemplate the mental work of making my character function.
Which sucks because I really want to see this story to its end, or, at least to where I can give Beathra a good send off, but I'm very aware that it's been nearly two weeks since I said I'd post and I haven't. I wanted to, but just couldn't make myself do it. And I don't want to keep promising to do better and then dragging my feet and making you all wait.
So, like, I don't know what to do. Maybe give it the weekend and see what I can do.